This season, big temperature difference between day and night, the hospital\'s respiratory patient surge. I rushed to the liberation of the nose shrugged to the hospital to see her mother on the road, pushed open ward door and saw she was asleep, I crept to walk her to sit down across the empty bed. Did not expect the elderly is still awake, and being guilty, when my mother sat by her bedside to the hint to go.
The 82-year-olds holding my hand, but also talk in the course of her life. 28 years old, Tuoerdainv ran back to Wuhan from the border. In addition to husband and wife at that time, the above is the mother of several 60, the following four children, older children was 8 years old, a child who is still lying nurse\'s arms. 400 yuan are all the belongings, that is, relying on this point the family silver, mother from a street vendor in the Hanzheng Street began playing in various places ensconced goods sellers. Five years later, just in Wuhan City have their own house, that catastrophe is coming.
In those days the mother of the most reluctant to talk to. Do not know how many Chinese people hated that part of history do not know how many innocent, good people in that movement have lost their lives. The suffering of others, we can easily place the role of membership empathy sympathy, and sometimes even the poor more than the viewer\'s imagination Sustaining the parties; however, empathy, after all, is not sustained, so true compassion is very difficult. Although, many years later, I am off the scars from the educated youth literature and original works of some foreign critics, for that part of proposed projects with the fur or deep understanding of, but I knew I could never really appreciate the person who\'s heart was cleft.
That is a political movement games like this brutal campaign, in many countries outside China have occurred. What can I say? The face of this catastrophe had lost her husband in the elderly; face from Lanzhou to move back home soon, they were forcibly sent back to the old lady\'s ancestral home of the vicissitudes of life.
After losing her husband in order to allow his elderly mother and four children live in rural areas can be. For this nearly 40-year-old middle-aged women, often secretly slipped back into Wuhan, looking for opportunities to do a little business. And that top \"speculation\" in her hat into the wounds of this life can never be healed.
Bend in history are mostly garbage and bubble, but many people unfortunately, but destined to become its victims. Live a good bar! The money as long as the maintenance of everyday life is enough. This is her in the stomach ascites, the most common phrase I talk about. After the reform and opening up, this stubborn gray haired woman and did not bow to his fate, and she once again started out 20 yuan a few years later, her wholesale business counterparts in Wuhan has been a resounding yes.
Heaven and Earth is so broad, love the original can be open-minded. Her mother alive, sitting beside her, quietly listening to old songs singing Our Time is perhaps the best comfort to her. When she was a person lonely land lying in a hospital, close their eyes a rest, she in fact did not fall asleep, and she was so looking forward to, someone to open the door of her soul, Tingna the first song is full of ups and downs of life.
这个季节，早晚温差大，医院里的呼吸道病人骤增。我鼻子耸耸地赶到解放大道上的医院去看妈妈，推开病房门，看见她正在安睡，我蹑手蹑脚地走到她对面的空床上坐下。没想到老人家还是醒了，正在愧疚的时候，妈妈向示意坐到她的床边去。
这个82岁高龄的老人拉着我的手，又讲起了她的人生历程。二十八岁那年，拖儿带女地从边疆奔回武汉。当时除了夫妻俩，上面是六十好几的母亲，下面有四个孩子，大孩子才8岁，小孩子还在怀里躺着吃奶。400元是全部的家当，就是凭着这点家当，妈妈从在汉正街摆地摊开始，常年奔走在各地打货，卖货。五年后，刚在武汉城区有了属于自己房子的时候，那场浩劫却来了。
那段日子，是妈妈最不愿提起的。不知道有多少中国人对那段历史深恶痛绝，也不知道有多少无辜、善良的人在那场运动中失去了生命。对别人的痛苦，我们很容易籍移情作用而发生同情，有时候穷观者的想象甚至会超过当事人的身受；但是，移情毕竟不是身受，所以真同情是很难的。尽管，多年以后，我断断续续从知青的伤痕文学和国外一些评论家的原著中，对那段光景有了皮毛或深层的了解，但我知道自己永远也无法真正体味到亲临者当时的心裂。
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那是场政治运动，像这样残酷的运动，在中国以外的很多国家也曾发生过。我能说什么呢？面对这个在浩劫中失去了丈夫的老人；面对这个从兰州迁回家乡不久，又被强行遣送回祖籍的沧桑老婆婆。
在失去丈夫后，为了让自己年迈的母亲和四个孩子，在农村能够活下去。这个近四十岁的中年女子，时常会偷偷溜回武汉，寻找机会做点小生意。而那顶“投机倒把”的帽子成为她今生永远无法愈合的伤痕。
在历史的拐弯处大多是垃圾和泡沫，但许多不幸的百姓却注定要成为它的牺牲品。好好过日子吧！钱只要能维持平常的生活就够了。这是妈妈在肚子腹水后，最常给我说起的一句话。改革开放后，这位倔强的满头花白的女人，并没有向命运低头，她再次以20元起家，几年后，她的批发生意在武汉的同行中已经是响当当了。
天地是如此宽广，爱原来也可以豁达。在妈妈有生之年，坐在她身边，静静地听老人家吟唱光阴的歌谣，也许是对她最好的安慰。当妈妈一个人寂寞地躺在医院，闭目小憩的时候，她其实并没睡着，她是那么期盼，有人来开启她的心灵之门，听那首的充满酸甜苦辣人生歌谣。