Carefully think about it, age does not forgive the fact it is Oh, my son had grown taller than me, and we walked side by side units of the door, there are always familiar with the aunt would say: "Look, son, taller than his mother are high, there is really no worries about the long-Miao wanted a child so naughty children so petite, and now what has become of the handsome! "often heard these words, my heart is both sweet and a little lost, though the son of sensible comforted me: "Mom, you do not significantly older!" But I understand: the advent of autumn always, Mom always old, as my children grow up, like always! The streets, my son insisted I sit at the back seat of his bicycle, he rode side side asked: "Mom, I still trip bar!" I am happy replied: "OK, my son grow up!" his son, said: "Before, you always take me, and now that I brought to you!" Actually, I know that my son was a callow lad, he needs his mother to accompany the growth and encouragement, so I can not enter the 40-year-old slack, I have to live well, will expel from the heart with desolation and sense of loss.
How rubbing the corner of the eye is also erase wrinkles, think of one's life go through this period of history, I frankly: the dynamic in the spring of course lovely, warm and flowing summer course tempting, but the tranquil and elegant fall even more precious! "Autumn air is not necessarily worthy of compassion, Qing Han is Keren days," a poem by Yang Wanli unrestrained child in the Chengzhe Feng inspired me.
In fact, I just said to myself: the years to come step by step walking on the list! Maybe so, I later in life becomes much simpler, and my fate might be able to grasp from my own. In the autumn years of life, although I want to do many, many, but time has not allowed me to apportion so much for their own, and I only give up my dream of many to concentrate on doing their own things to do, although such days of plain, but I think we are also happy.
曾听人说过：人生的价值是一条常态分布曲线，如果40岁是顶点的话，四十以前，金钱的价值高一些，四十以后，时间的价值越来越高了。我，一个平凡的普通人，至今总羞于谈自己的人生价值，只是步入40岁后觉得时间对自己来说确实是过的太快了，快得让我猝不及防，快得让我垂头丧气！
仔细想想，其实是岁数不饶人了，是呵，我的儿子已长得比我高了，我们并肩走过单位门口，总有熟识的阿姨会说：“看，儿子长得比他妈都高了，真是有苗不愁长，想孩子小时候那么顽皮那么娇小，如今一下就成了帅小伙了！”每每听到这些话，我的心是既甜蜜又带点失落，虽然懂事的儿子安慰我：“妈，你不显老！”但我明白：秋天总会来临，妈妈总会老的，就象我的孩子总要长大一样！上街时，我的儿子非要我坐到他自行车的后座上，他边骑边问：“妈妈，我还行吧！”我幸福地答：“行，我的儿子长大了！”儿子说：“以前总是你带我，现在该我带你了！”其实我知道，我的儿子还是个乳臭未干的小子，他的成长还需要妈妈陪伴和鼓励，所以进入四十岁我不可以懈怠，我要好好活着，将落寞怅然从心底赶跑。
抚摩着眼角怎么也抹不去的皱纹，想到人的一生都要经历这一段历程，我坦然了：朝气蓬勃的春季固然可爱，热烈奔放的夏季诚然诱人，但清雅恬淡的秋季更为珍贵！“秋气堪悲未必然，轻寒正是可人天”，杨万里潇洒的诗句在乘着风儿鼓舞着我。
其实我只需对自己说：以后的日子一步一个脚印地走下去就行了！也许这样，我以后的人生就变得更简单了，我的命运也许就可以由我自己把握了。在这人生的秋季里，虽然我想要做的事很多很多，但时间已不允许我再为自己摊派那么多了，我只有放弃我许多的梦想，专心做自己必须做的事情，虽然这样的日子平淡，但我觉得实在也幸福.