想念咖啡生活随笔

In this became a warm autumn sun, quietly sitting in the huge work colleagues in the office already. In addition to desktop computers continues to flash it does not stop the brain, it seems that there is no static and dynamic? The sky is always gray Meng Meng Xian. Stood up for their own bubble a pot of green tea, tea curl rising, as I like the kind of straight into the fresh smell of coffee into the nose. This is a lonely and boring part of my evening time, out of the window the weather began to cool gradually to become a little bit Qin Liang, let me some lazy. Busy makes the days when living conditions are particularly vulnerable to the past, the blink of an eye in 2009 most of the time has passed, with the sixtieth anniversary of the National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival of the gathered outside the roads, streets, housing, landscaping, have been renovated, clean and tidy with one of them crowded with prosperous ... ...
Is the reason for the season or the age of the growth of mind began to calm down a little bit like isolation, and even tried to compare his tight blockade, over a person\'s life ... ... I do not know since when my heart would not quiet down and no longer , always impulsive, irritability, and anxiety, down the years have taken place for all things ... ... are used to silence the self-reflection, a day heavy sleep, the brain only seems to get into a little bit liberated, over the years vagrant life, most like to have copies of the peace; how much one wants to completely release, easy, free and easy, so carefree life of their own intoxication; how much want to have a kind-hearted and open yourself calm; but I discovered that every a second heart, make me feel the breath pressure. Is there a better life? Seems to have had appeared in my dream. The boundless sea, my position, my appearance is just a normal, everyday farmers hurriedly walking on earth, and sometimes like a wisp of wind swept the dark, playful cool lake, reaching touched a drink fragrance Liaoluo ... ... The green tea makes life comfortable feelings of uneasiness began to free my soul beyond. Although occasionally there will be some frustrated feelings, but the habit of the desolation I already do not need to be able to calm down what is warm to soothe. Because I know not the ability to solve all the problems, many times people look at a problem with the attitude is totally different, more time to feel powerless, or beyond their grasp, and this is my flat, but the This is life, so I have to choose to survive: \"Chak of natural days, survival of the fittest.\"
Few months had been to coffee, and coffee can be relaxing to the quiet and no trouble, really liked coffee because really with their own wish, can call up bitter, sweet, thick, fresh flavor of the different ; like people chasing fame and fortune in life, success and career, although the results are in the past clouds, leaving behind their modulation is the process of recollection of those and moved ... ... there would often be disturbed to find their own reasons, found that just feel a little lonely, emotionally is one such self-comforting the lonely soul, even if up to now still no sense of security, but still do not want to have too many sad, alone to enjoy the empty quiet solitude, pondering it like fragrance and taste of coffee and found that In fact, every day life to continue, today, tomorrow, really far away but very close, life, happiness and safety in mind the ... ...

在这个阳光开始变得温暖的秋季,安静地坐在同事早已下班的偌大办公室里。桌面除了电脑还在继续闪动它没有停止的大脑,似乎没有任何动静?西安的天空总是灰朦朦。起身为自己泡了一壶绿茶,茶香袅袅升起,如同我喜欢的那种清新的咖啡香味直冲入鼻。这是属于我孤独而无聊的傍晚时光,窗外的天气也开始逐步变得凉爽有一点点沁凉,也让我有些慵懒。忙碌地生活状态使得日子特别容易过去,转眼间零九年的大部分时间就又过去了,伴随六十周年国庆和中秋佳节的齐聚,外面马路,街道,房屋,绿化,都被翻新,整洁,一派热闹非凡的繁荣景象……

是季节的原因还是年龄的增长心态也开始平和下来,有点想与世隔绝,甚至想把自己紧紧的封锁,过一个人的生活……不知从何时起我的心就再也静不下来,总是冲动的、烦躁的、焦虑的,这些年下来对于所有发生了的事情……习惯了沉默之中的自我思考,每天沉重的大脑只有在睡眠之中似乎才能得到一点点解放,多年漂泊不定的生活,最希望拥有份安宁;多么想把自己彻底释放,轻松,自由自在,让无忧无虑的生活把自己陶醉;多么希望拥有一片空旷的心地让自己坦然;可是发现属于我每一秒的心跳,都能让我感受到呼吸的压力。有没有一种生活是美好的?似乎只是曾经出现在我的梦里。茫茫人海中,我的定位,我的模样,只不过是一个匆匆行走尘世的寻常农民,有时甚至就像是一缕掠过黑暗的风,轻缓优柔,伸手触及一把寥落……喝点清香的绿茶心情的舒畅使得生活的不安开始游离在我的灵魂之外。虽然偶尔会有一些失意的情感,但是习惯落寞的我,早已不需要什么温暖来抚慰就能平复。因为我清楚地知道不是能力就可以解决所有问题,许多时候人们在看待同一个问题时的态度是截然不同,更多的时间感觉自己无能为力,或心有余而力不足,这就是平淡的我,但是这也就是生活,生存让我必须去选择:“物竞天泽,适者生存”。


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几个月没有去过咖啡屋了,咖啡屋的安静是可以放松到没有烦恼,很喜欢的咖啡原因是真的随自己所愿,可以调出苦的,甜的,浓烈的,清新的不同味道;就像生活中人们追逐的名利,成功和事业,虽然结果都会过往云烟,留下的也就是自己调制的那些过程的回味与感动……很多时候会自己找不安原因,发现只是觉得有些孤独,在情感上就是这样自我安慰孤独的心灵,即便到现在仍然没有任何安全感,但是还是不希望有太多忧伤,独自享受这人去楼空静谧的孤独,回味那咖啡般的清香与味道,发现其实生活每天都要继续,明天真的很遥远今天却很近,生活的幸福和安全于心有关……

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